Please. Could Somebody Translate This Japanese Suicide Note to English? (Akutagawa's Suicide Note)?

Question:

please.

Here's The Note:
http://www.aozora.gr.jp/cards/000879/files/20_14619.html

Answer:

Sorry Buddy, I tried putting the translation here, but the is way to long to post it.
Use Google Translate. Even if the grammar may by a little off. You will get the just of it!